I spent Sunday and Monday helping Jes's sister clear his boat ready to sell it. If you have ever had to do this then you will know how gut wrenchingly sad it is, and if you haven't then I hope you won't ever have to.
This is really saying goodbye and it is just awful.
Emotionally I am at my lowest since I started shrinking and the urge to seek comfort in sweet sugary food is intense. I am aware that chocolate will not really help me in any way but it is still hard to say no. Next week's weigh in will tell us if I have managed to keep refusing.
I want to raise at least £1000* for Cancer Research UK in memory of Jes. The biggest personal challenge I could think of was to try and lose weight. This is my journey.
*due to the overwhelming generosity of my sponsors this target has now increased
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